
Disgraced Olympic runner Marion Jones gave her first public interview since being released from prison on 'The Oprah Winfrey Show' yesterday. She talked with Oprah about using a designer steroid called "clear," lying about it and about her time in prison. Jones told Oprah that she thought that the substance she had been given by her trainer, Trevor Graham, was flaxseed oil. But when prosecutors showed her the vial of "the clear," she recognized it as what Graham had given her.
"I made the decision I was going to lie and try to cover it up," Jones told Oprah. "I knew that all of my performances would be questioned. I'll ask myself, `Well, if you hadn't been given "the clear" do you think you would've won?' I usually answer, 'Yes.'" ...
Jones also read a letter that she wrote in prison that apologized to her teammates, who were also stripped of their relay race gold medals from the 2000 Sydney Games, and her children, whom she told that she lied because she didn't love herself enough. Jones said she will never run again and hopes to inspire young people to make better decisions. She also do a bit of soul-searching. Watch Jones read her letter here.
"I don't have athletics anymore to hide behind," Jones said. "In the past, it was Marion Jones, the athlete. ... I don't have that cover anymore. I have really had to find out who I am and why I make certain choices."


1. I saw this interview - in the wee hours of the morning so maybe I missed it. I didn't see her read a letter to her teammates. I thought about it because I wondered about how they took it. Then Oprah asked her about not having specifically apologized to them before. She then spoke to them by camera.
I was moved by this interview - never followed the case before. Her letter to her kids was touching, they'll get it one day.
I was somewhat concerned that her apology to her teammates seemed somewhat distracted. I can't imagine why she wouldn't have been in touch before. They all lost their medals. OUCH!
I feel for her and her teammates. But she seems just fine.
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Julette Millien at 12:32PM on Oct 30th 2008